Last nite, i was chatting online with him and blogging at the same time.


If u read my previous entry, it was abt me complaining abt computers. And just then, my intelligent com decides to pull a little trick on mi and managed to scare e shit of off my ass.


Here goes...
we were chatting abt some irrational stuff (as usual), and were talking whether we haf the habit to search our names in Google.


After a while, the conversation sort of slowed down alot. And he wasn't responding as actively as usual. I somehow had the idea that he typed my name in google... and searched...


and landed on my blOg.


My imagination starts to run wild. "Shit... Den he sees e entry which i wrote abt him"... "I even said there's no spark, which mus be damn hurting for him as my date", "oh no... he has seen everything i wrote".


Followed by a few nudges and very short and straight-to-the-point answers.


OH NO.


Finally, i chickened out and decided not to wait for his replies. I logged out of msn and lie on my bed. I'm fucking worried. Hahaha...


I decided to call him.


"Hello? Chloe?"...


Phew... we realised dat msn was down. HAHA...


By right, I shouldn't be so worried right?? I mean... if he's just a normal fren, den i should juz heck care and let him find the way to my blog... But e truth is, i indeed got very worried when i thought that he read my previous entry. It's just lye someone denying wad she has written in her diary.


Because u see... how am i supposed to redeem myself if he reads them? Cos after e first date, we haf been pretty much contacting each other and meeting up for dinners. He would most probably thinks i'm a rotten girl, who leads him on... isn't it?


But e fact is... the "feeling" is getting stronger.


Heh... =)

Last nite, i was chatting online with him and blogging at the same time.


If u read my previous entry, it was abt me complaining abt computers. And just then, my intelligent com decides to pull a little trick on mi and managed to scare e shit of off my ass.


Here goes...
we were chatting abt some irrational stuff (as usual), and were talking whether we haf the habit to search our names in Google.


After a while, the conversation sort of slowed down alot. And he wasn't responding as actively as usual. I somehow had the idea that he typed my name in google... and searched...


and landed on my blOg.


My imagination starts to run wild. "Shit... Den he sees e entry which i wrote abt him"... "I even said there's no spark, which mus be damn hurting for him as my date", "oh no... he has seen everything i wrote".


Followed by a few nudges and very short and straight-to-the-point answers.


OH NO.


Finally, i chickened out and decided not to wait for his replies. I logged out of msn and lie on my bed. I'm fucking worried. Hahaha...


I decided to call him.


"Hello? Chloe?"...


Phew... we realised dat msn was down. HAHA...


By right, I shouldn't be so worried right?? I mean... if he's just a normal fren, den i should juz heck care and let him find the way to my blog... But e truth is, i indeed got very worried when i thought that he read my previous entry. It's just lye someone denying wad she has written in her diary.


Because u see... how am i supposed to redeem myself if he reads them? Cos after e first date, we haf been pretty much contacting each other and meeting up for dinners. He would most probably thinks i'm a rotten girl, who leads him on... isn't it?


But e fact is... the "feeling" is getting stronger.


Heh... =)